I'm Back

I've never been happier.

I moved

I moved to Panama City Beach, Florida, it's exciting but not..
But, I finally got out of Oklahoma, plus I lucked out and met some really cool people in my apartment complex.

my favorites are these People that moved from Chicago Jeremy and Andrea, they're this artsy couple that can't stop fighting, but you can see the love they have for each other. Jeremy is hilarious, he and I get along so well,(I think it's because he acts like Dr. Dive.) Andrea is awesome, she's like the sweetest thing but she's accident prone lol, she has the thickest midwest accent it reminds me of a Midwestern mom. haha, they are my main friends here..

I got this bad ass job as a graphic designer and a free lance photographer, i'm happy as shit, I also work at Pac Sun but they're bull shitting on my hours so yeah gotta find something else.

Florida wasn't far enough, but i guess there's just somethings that you can't run from..

Rikki..

Rikki, the person I was gonna marry and all that bullshit, is no more, she's out of my life,
she decided waiting on me wasn't working out for her, she has no more love to give me.
so, i'm left with nothing, no hope, no love, no future..all the things i've planned on doing are gone, but that's fine, life throws you curve balls so you gotta deal with it..the way i'm gonna deal with it is find the biggest baddest bat hit the fuck out of that ball and aim that shit right at Lifes fuckin' head...as for, Rikki, good luck with Roy, i'm glad your happy, honestly I am, I just wish i could've been there for you when I said was gonna be..I blame myself for losing you.

alright, i'm fucking done..

P.s. I love my Family, if everyone in the world hated me, i know my Family would be right behind me being hated also.

Very Random/I WISH SHE WERE HERE

Not so tough found out found out....

I need some action in my life....

I miss my age group...I'm tired of ones and Teens..lol..

I get my house Friday or Saturday, can't wait..

I been craving kids lately, my internal man clock is a clickin'.

like seriously I want to have a baby...it's really weird it eats at me when I'm around people.

I'm the strangest 19 year old i know...

i can't wait to grow old..

whatever the future holds I'll be ready...

random thoughts

I miss Rikki, she's gonna be the person i fuckin' marry...

I feel strange saying this but she is most definitely my soul mate

I Wish She Were Here so i could watch her smile it tends to brighten my day...

I love her...what bold statements i made in this whole little paragraph...

letdown

I am the letdown, the disappointment, the washout..
I am past the downfall
I have beaten the dead horse
Pulled all the cards
Now i fold my hand.


I have given up on giving up.
For the time being it's time to succeed.
No more...hmmm..ME.
It's time to be free.


i really want to stop being this Failure of a person, you know the kid that's smart as fuck, the one that has potential and everyone knows it that's the me i hide.. you know that kid that never did anything in school and had a problem with authority that's me. at least that was me, it's time for me to grow up i need to get shit done..

-Frank b.

Dfest and Home

Was really fuckin' cool, I got to hangout with some cool ass people and some really old friends that i truely miss.

I think i'm gonna get kicked out of my house when i go home seriously kicked out, so if you read this and live in the tulsa area, tell me please!!

Lucy made me do this

Everytime i create an account to something like this, Myspace, Xanga, Facebook, My yearbook, everything of that nature, ya know, something blog related or something to be social, i've done for a girl....
how sad am i. oh well, "You might like it" they say, "give it a try" they say. bust a rhyme, maybay,
anyway atleast it's not a fuckin' twitter..AHHAH i hate that shit.


Tip of the day: If you ever want to rob someone fuckin' blind, and you know they have a twitter just wait until they post a fuckin' tweet about it..that shit actually works.