I moved

I moved to Panama City Beach, Florida, it's exciting but not..
But, I finally got out of Oklahoma, plus I lucked out and met some really cool people in my apartment complex.

my favorites are these People that moved from Chicago Jeremy and Andrea, they're this artsy couple that can't stop fighting, but you can see the love they have for each other. Jeremy is hilarious, he and I get along so well,(I think it's because he acts like Dr. Dive.) Andrea is awesome, she's like the sweetest thing but she's accident prone lol, she has the thickest midwest accent it reminds me of a Midwestern mom. haha, they are my main friends here..

I got this bad ass job as a graphic designer and a free lance photographer, i'm happy as shit, I also work at Pac Sun but they're bull shitting on my hours so yeah gotta find something else.

Florida wasn't far enough, but i guess there's just somethings that you can't run from..

Rikki..

Rikki, the person I was gonna marry and all that bullshit, is no more, she's out of my life,
she decided waiting on me wasn't working out for her, she has no more love to give me.
so, i'm left with nothing, no hope, no love, no future..all the things i've planned on doing are gone, but that's fine, life throws you curve balls so you gotta deal with it..the way i'm gonna deal with it is find the biggest baddest bat hit the fuck out of that ball and aim that shit right at Lifes fuckin' head...as for, Rikki, good luck with Roy, i'm glad your happy, honestly I am, I just wish i could've been there for you when I said was gonna be..I blame myself for losing you.

alright, i'm fucking done..

P.s. I love my Family, if everyone in the world hated me, i know my Family would be right behind me being hated also.